it's actually a mental disorder u have. i studied it in a psyc module before just forgot what its called. Being unable to differentiate realiaty from fantasy.
unable to accept the fact that utopia is a game and people play games because they want to have fun and enjoy themselves.

most big time robbers and murders share your way of thinking.
ie. i have to rob a bank even if the money is not mine because i need to buy my porche no matter what.
1 example? Roger Narian. he thinks exactly the way you do. "sucks but eh, thats what game is like"