3 years/9000~ hours of warring and you still suck this hard? I suggest you read Malcolm Gladwell's Outliers, wherein he contends that with 10,000 hours in any field, that should make one an expert in his craft.
"Throughout the publication, Gladwell repeatedly mentions the "10,000-Hour Rule", claiming that the key to success in any field is, to a large extent, a matter of practicing a specific task for a total of around 10,000 hours."
By sheer luck or coincidence you should have a crown by now. If not won a crown, at least performed admirably at one point or another. The fact that you continually set the bar low and consistently fail to reach such an easy benchmark, is a testament to just how truly bad you are at this game. Quit and find something else you will do better at. It's for your own good.
There is a reason why bad kingdoms stay bad. You invited me to help lead your conflict against Havoc and I accepted. Were I in your shoes, I'd have quickly identify my source of strength and weaknesses, and if I'm sitting in your channel, it's pretty obvious where the strength is.